July 18, 2019: How Writing Helps Us Heal

(Preface:  I began this blog nearly one year ago, and, as the anniversary date approaches, I am looking over my posts and revisiting the motivation that initially prompted me to begin exploring the lived experience of heart failure.  I have always written, whether for myself or for publication.  It's the way I make sense of … Continue reading July 18, 2019: How Writing Helps Us Heal

February 25, 2019: The Loneliness of Heart Failure

One is the loneliest number One is the loneliest number One is the loneliest number that you'll ever do..." ("One," sung by Three Dog Night, lyrics by Harry Nilsson, 1968) If you passed me on the street, you wouldn't know that my heart no longer functions properly, unable to pump blood through my body as … Continue reading February 25, 2019: The Loneliness of Heart Failure

January 8, 2019: Flourish: Living a Full Life with Heart Failure

i am running into a new year and the old years blow back like a wind ... it will be hard to let go of what i said to myself about myself when i was sixteen and twenty-six and thirty-six... (From:  The Collected Poems of Lucille Clifton 1965-2010, Young & Miller, Eds., 2012) I recalled … Continue reading January 8, 2019: Flourish: Living a Full Life with Heart Failure

December 16, 2018: When Heart Failure is Too Much With Me

Perhaps it has something to do with the season--the holidays and the year drawing to a close have a predictable impact on my thoughts and mood.  There are memories of holidays past, of people and places I've loved, of family who are no longer in my life, and with them, feelings of nostalgia.  It's a … Continue reading December 16, 2018: When Heart Failure is Too Much With Me